She had to go back to school

 Due to exams, I did not send her, then send a message to her that I test well, she wants to train a long time to get to Chengdu, I packed my things ready to go back to school sprint and cultural lessons. I went to school, she also went to Chengdu, the. She wanted me to work. Later, the professional schools continue to send a notice by, I told her happy,cheap UGG boots, including their school, in fact, schools in the provinces I had only a three in the biography, Shaanxi Branch, and her school, my father wanted me stay in the province, but I want to go out, entrance on the eve of dawn to cheer me a lot of information, points out, I was surprised, but unfortunately a bit worse in the mass culture, so I'm sorry. University of the most desirable way to me goodbye, I choose the CD, the arrangements may be invisible God, let us together again. Get a notice when I'm happy she happy, is also planning to take me to register with, with me visiting Chengdu, take me with spicy food. We laughed frankly. Had exceptionally pleasant summer vacation, we went to the Western Meet the Phoenix. Go by car, and then went to the Mountain, is close to home where the two of us. She used to sleep at night, hold me, I kept taking pictures for her, I like to look at her, like her laugh, I afraid of heights, on the cable will be tight when she caught my hand. I could feel the love coming from her hands. Favorite time of the Mountain to buy fruit from the mountains down to pick the dates, a small, but it's sweet, she likes, then buy a lot, on the backpacks, I back down,

for her do anything, I'll be happy.

the twenty-first.

for a week back. This seven days is my happiest day, although there is no intimate words and actions, to be together, to see her smile would have met. She asked me during my Slightly surprised a moment she said: I looked at her and wanted to tell her this is just a lie, I feel that I told her what is the point, she will think I am What is the significance of this lie. The summer off so fast, she went to school earlier than me, when I went to register her door to take me behind the boys, is the last hotel to send her to that. I looked at him, and he knows a good match, I was suddenly thought, there was a little bitter. The face of reality, imagination is always so useless. She took my luggage, helped me settle everything, good military training arrangements in the winter-type back, I was lucky, or so hot in the summer of Chengdu, the South seems to have been the same. I watch them, talk a tacit agreement. An acid can not help my heart, I am jealous.

XXII.

also officially opened a few days away, we teach about the Chengdu in the evening she sent me back to the dorm. I remembered from home with her favorite pink lilies, then hurried outside to her, we are not far separated quarters. Went downstairs, I saw her and the boys, boys are facing him, and touched her head, she seems a bit dodge, but still smiling at him. Turned around and saw me, and I came up smiling, said, two things that climb into bed to sleep, then I am the only one dormitory, I felt very sad, do not know how to fall asleep very quickly. Up in the morning, I made the image in a lengthy dream, dream a lot of people, content is forgotten. Head hurts, I remember about her shopping, I put the bag himself out of school, the school some partial to urban areas to take a long bus. Fortunately, I used to go out alone, first check the urban area, then check bus. Yanshikou to find a walk, a good, into the clover I saw a T-shirt, I think she will like it, wanted to buy her, bought last night after the unpleasant thought, they do not know how to do In fact, the mood is not much shopping, just do not want in school, I knew she must look for me, my phone has not switched on. Dawdle to 5 pm after more than determined to go back, I forgot to look up suddenly remembered how to go back. Looking for a long time to find and get off the bus station, opposite the bus stop to definitely return to the. Go to the opposite only a few authentic, but the bus too many people do not make it on, I wish to take a taxi, but have not seen such a long time empty, urban population much more. A very prosperous business in Chengdu, to see have been 8:00, and it got dark, I began to feel afraid. I open the phone first thought of her, she just opened machine called, I told her current position, and I can not hit car, she told me to wait, to hear her voice was anxious. I was waiting for her to stand on a bus schedule, about 40 minutes later, a silver in the modern park in front of me, she was down from the inside, told me to come in, we are in the back seat. See pictures to know the local car, I saw the crash turned out to be that guy, had a guilty heart began sad, I began to regret it. She has been the cold did not speak, I think she is angry. Put the car radio, is a small green soda love songs, I like, whenever I hear it I always feel warm, she listens to sleep hit.

xxiii.

She woke me up, She has been following me from behind, I opened the door and into the dorm, and she came close with sit down, my future roommate still does not appear, maybe I came a little early. smell her hair like that, , we are not talking, I re-turn on the TV, advertising, the noise makes me upset, how do I it? What is mad at me and really pumping. to say, I know she did not leave, I did not hear the door slamming. I really was tired, fuzzy, I feel like someone to hold me, I opened my eyes and saw tears in her dormitory did not turn off the lights, her every tear I feel real. She hugged me tightly, I felt her shoulders shaking, I hugged her to say sorry, sorry sorry. I helped her take off pants jacket, covered with a thin quilt. Although the hot weather, after all autumn. The cool weather is still some promise, and I hugged her tightly and let her calm down, we did not say anything, just quietly, quietly holding, feeling each other. We all know that we can not afford to break this relationship. Therefore, it is more easy.

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round.

morning, awakened by noise. Quarters to the new students, we rose to a greeting, a long very well-behaved girl, from the north, but very thin, the dawn with my towel on the back of the face, and we eat around noon, I Huanhaoyifu simple comb, hair long and messy, get bits and pieces, the downstairs to see the dawn at noon, we invariably wearing a skirt, and is shopping together last summer, bought together. Our own understanding laugh. I handed her the clothes bought for her yesterday, she was pleased to take over. To the school's small restaurant for dinner, in fact, really good to eat Sichuan cuisine, dinner and arranged to have dinner pot. I always can not wait to go about her, I think she belongs to me every idle. She said suddenly called to go with Han-ming, when the phone rang, I was a stranger to pick up the phone, listening to the sound that is Qian, she told me she has a good stability in the school, which is her new phone, we chatted for a few then hung up, I suddenly remembered that he Zhang buy phone cards, and pay roaming charges are so many really odd, then pulled out a dawn phone card from the bag and handed my name I put, I Yaran her thoughtfulness and understanding. Put on cards, I found myself only a thin cell phone number and she had a number of deliberately made me feel a little sweet a.

night they came downstairs to pick me or the car, knows to help me open the door I sat down with her in the back seat and found that some people pay for driving, she turned to me and say hello, Xiao told me it was Her good friend, Jiaoqin statement. She was beautiful, but very different, and Xiao, Xiao is the temperament gentle woman, and she a bit of publicity. We drove to the city, a hot pot, Sichuan hot pot is really great, Han Ming to a lot of wine, I ordered a glass of plum wine, he kept the King of Qin Xiao-Jing Yan, occasionally call me, perhaps I and he was not familiar, if also less, he just called me little sister,

Xiao numerous liquor power, face down on a few glasses of red, Han Ming was called over the full stop, and my heart has been scolded fuck crazy. Seems a bit dizzy Xiao, Qin words would not stop talking Bla bla bla, when the dawn ready to drink when I snatched her cup, Han Ming little surprised, but still full on, we have been drinking, to the back of Han Ming-halo also call the point of death I'm still awake, I'm not blowing capacity for liquor, and his father's inheritance, from small receptions to go with him more. Xiao and Qin Yan sleep lying on the table, her hands have been caught that my clothes, the words of Han Ming still hesitated, I heard he was in Sichuan, I understand, he said Xiao Xiao I chased you for almost two years. Han Ming is out to see rich kids, Art Institute of rich people are everywhere, so spend money as he does not blink is the first time, see, I'm buying a single waiter, by the way and help them to go with me. Introduction wake Xiao Qin, Qin words to be sober, self-care can go, I hold the dawn, the waiter escorted Han Ming, walked parking lot, I am also very dizzy, and just like to discuss to find plus hotel Qin Yan go back to live tomorrow, and I think tomorrow night to open the school. Plus the recent find good hotel, opened two rooms, a Han-ming, we three girls one. Han Ming to throw on the bed I went back to the room, even watching TV Qin Yan, Xiao tummy in bed asleep, says you. Heart startled, I could not speak, hurriedly explained, the double, I started a little some of the air-conditioning, to help me from the back of the cup lid Xiao holding her heart, tears of sorrow and grief for this woman. I finally know that I love her.

33 F

xxv.

what love is, in fact, I do not know, I know when I miss the endless, when I was so emotional thousands, saw her, I have nothing, do not want separation. I hugged her, in fact, I do not believe in wine there is truth, I thought that drinking just spit truth in the excuse. I Ceguo her face gently and kissed her, and Diablo, I can still see her beauty, morning, dawn is not the first thing asked me if I am drooling, I said no, holding the side of the Qin Yan started to laugh, Xiao stared at her, Han Ming asked me first thing in which his car, threw my keys in the underground parking lot, he said, I am open to it, yin said: Supplement had a good afternoon sleep, quarters classmates came, very enthusiastic. Want a family like the evening classes will no doubt what the self-introduction ah, boring 2 hours to dissolve the. Xiao Zhu received the information before going to bed good night. Day 2 schedule arrangements for teaching building understanding, and then to class. University courses than high school fun. There are physical performance. University is also very rich, I did not hit every time one week to the home telephone, high cost of living hit each month on the card, the occasional weekend to go shopping with my roommate, they rarely meet the dawn.

chasing my boys a lot, I still refused, my roommate is no longer simply a simple person, do not expect to love, just happy. Time off soon, I entered a few societies, but also began to assist the students in the school she planned radio program. Winter unexpected.

xxvi.

and dawn to go home. Select the train did not choose the aircraft, it was said, and you love a train trip is a pleasure. That and their loved ones should be also a train to go home happy. Time of day and night, the station waiting for me to see my father, Xiao Shushu did not come, and my father sent home to dawn, the way my father has been very quiet, just saw me smile. I felt his sudden old, Perhaps, I have nothing, they understand the feelings I've been looking, but the man in front of me how hard my heart, I do not know, In the grandmother, what do you find me. hold my hand holding the steering wheel. Zaza stubble he likes me, I always itch giggle, now grown up, I do not know how to embrace the weight, but I want my father to be strong, because he has me. Daddy touched my head and told me to go back, he stopped a taxi and goes. I had to lug things home and saw my mother in the living room watching television, she saw I was glad to see the car keys in my hand asked me, take a shower. We no longer speak, the night when she gave me money to my own dinner, she had to socialize. I took over, turn on the computer for Internet access. In fact, what I do not blame them, people will always do anything to give yourself a good reason. I see the dawn of the picture lit, What?

I closed the computer, open the fridge there are a pile of peanuts, and my father likes to eat when drinking peanuts, southern men should have so it?

I opened the TV, one will hear the doorbell, a dawn in her hand, put a lot of food, the weather cold, her nose red with cold. I told her to hold her door. I really have grown taller than her. I do not speak to get something to eat. She has been looked at me, I suddenly nose acid against her bosom, and she said: her lap. Even though said nothing, to have her around I always feel at ease, I felt her breathing, the second if you can stop, I can spend what price, her head buried in my shoulder. She did not refuse her nose close to my nose, cool. I felt her gently kissed down my neck, she lifted her head. Tears began to kiss my eyes, soft dough. Hung out in the hair tickling my face. I summoned the courage to kiss her lips, she did not refuse, we are very jerky. Do not remember how long kiss, I do not want to stop. I waited for this moment for a long time, I know this feeling heavy and sad. She hugged me and gently asked: for me ...

xxviii.

we just spooned on till morning. So much for the most intimate contact. We are not afford to dream what they want, did not say break. It simply continues good, wake up, laugh. Real feelings,Bailey UGG boots, but so that those who can not be hypocritical hypocritical writing novels, I do not want to look at, people had too much fantasy will always be invisible to their pressure. Later in the day, she accompanied me relax, in fact, I do not have much sad, but I often think, there will be a little sad. After all, I can not control, face their own powerlessness, and I just jumped. Sometimes I think this is not my best day of plain, and the most happy day. Knows a lot of entertainment gatherings, as well as recruitment problems, so she left early, and I began learning Japanese, the meaning of the mother, and occasionally she called her friend's son to help me advice,UGG boots cheap, I have seen in childhood, that he Lunge Ge , not seen for many years, and now by the boys into men. Tall and very healthy. He is a Japanese major in the South, saw him, I felt very polite way. I do not have much interest, I like the country is Switzerland, the beautiful and elegant without missing. Occasionally went to Qian, most inconvenient, a few hours by train, Qian in front of me has always been simple, even though she has been quietly growing. Winter break off soon, back to school that day because something did not dawn to pick me up. Roommate seen again, we are very happy.

XXIX.

back, I put a lot of work dropped out of society, except adhere to the Advertising Association and the Youth in Chi Association. I chose the Advertising Association, is that interest, I think if I had chosen the art, maybe I will definitely engaged in work related to advertising. Choose green blogs, is actually a chance to join, and later organized in the past to support education, where I do not remember what the specific name, and take a lot of mountain, the village has a lot of trees, trees with a well. School has only one school, the board is the board put together, and was sad to see when and where I will be accompanied by several partners, are girls. We all put down the expansive heart, take the kids to run around in the countryside, when the weather is still Wei Leng. We are all sub-Tuo Lexie shrimp in a small river fish, never had such a pure feeling, I feel the soul can evolve. Go back, a man named SPECIAL EDUCATION children cried and told us goodbye, and I hug her, they really need warm. I put my phone to tell her, asked her to call me something, though calling difficult and expensive. Back later, I call upon the quarters do not usually wear the clothes out installed, the dawn and I said to go next week, they organized a system, the same place, I entrust her to bring. Xiao asked me: I remember that day is March 25. Xiao-back day, I gave me a note, I opened it with a pencil above the whole of the public reads: I am pleased to see the dawn like a child, but also pleased at the side laughing. Days later, almost all very busy, busy Grading research. Xiao occasionally come to our dorm, roommate called her sister, she was triumphant, but also forced me to face in front of their name. Think of it, simple pleasure.

38 F

thirty.

4 mid look, Xiao told me to go out and practice, and her ability to very good, Xiao Shushu have friends in Anhui open interior design company, we want her to go, in fact, she had to go , has been postponed until now. Send her to the airport that day, or Han Ming opened the car, we are not talking about the car radio in the road blocking traffic, Xiao has been holding my hand, I asked: prodigality. To the airport, the aircraft took off from the time that is about it dawn rush in, look back at me, told me to learn. Our farewell embrace even the most basic are not simple goodbye, but memories. On the way back, thought for a long time not see her, and began the slightest upset. Han Ming put the Secret Garden you raise me up. Remember the dawn like this song, I have always said that this song is meaningful song. What can I say?

40 F

xxxii.

Xiao gone days, was very quiet. In addition to participating schools and other schools several times the exchange of performances, do other mood, leisure time to look Japanese, Lunge Ge email me occasionally to information search on Taobao like books, mostly of foreign trade of the English original search novels, weekend shopping, when accompanied by learning, through Wangfujing will always be remembered when Xiao, Xiao Wang Fu Jing shopping favorite. I remember every time shopping, seeing their favorite, always love pointing it knows that you bought me, the dawn always agree. In fact, mostly a joke, but every time dawn or birthday in the holiday gave me, I said something, she would remember. Now passed, I'm just looking clothes, look like we have had with the brand, will want to see good-looking when she would not like, and then sent messages to tell her what clothes to see more good-looking. Every time we changed the phone number is always the first notice to the other, but after dawn to the Anhui, there is no replacement numbers. Mind share of indifference,UGG bailey button, I did not ask, she did not explain, so often the information, sometimes in the free time, she used the phone and called my office, we are still small, too esoteric topics not suitable for all but that my school, her work and nothing else. Can often be seen in the Han-ming school, no way, to open his car to pull too much wind, but once even looked at words and Han Ming Qin, very close look. I greeted them, smiled and said Qin Yan Long time no see, greeting a few left and I think they should not be normal relations now, and I remember mentioned Qin Xiao Han Ming always loved words. Want to be happy, and have been, and expect a happy, will not get it?

41 F

xxxiii.

received a phone call that day at noon, is Qian, she said a few days to Chengdu, to hastily hung up the phone. A few days later to the airport to pick her up, as well as high Bo, it seems that feelings are strong. , of course, come to you. predetermined hotel. When the car, Qian told me that they want to go to Jiuzhaigou, I do not have to ask, after I told her to call me at any time, no class I went to her. Two days later, said Qian called Jiuzhaigou pollution serious enough, and I smiled, in fact, I've never been to Sichuan, in addition to visiting the commercial street, never been to other places, I always could not get to these attractions interest. But especially would like to see the sea, I have never seen the sea, still owes me a favor, he told me these days is also good, according to his words, In fact, this time to Sichuan .. for a while, I feel she is a lot of courage summon, said: adult, I began some heartache, However, at night you stay with me? I want to talk to you. I always feel quite generous attempts of people, although only faint contact with friends, but you need me, I will not hesitate. Night to the hotel to see Qian, she was the only one. I sat down, Daoliaobeishui. But I really do not know how to do it, I understand the feelings of Sin came to Sichuan, her city there are too many parents with her or met her acquaintance, after all, is not more glorious thing. I can firmly see her sad, emotional feelings, after all, will precipitate a long time span. . In the past, and let him past it. The next day to find her hospital, her long wait at the door, only remember the interview when she came out very pale, I do not know what this means, I only know that every woman must be very great.

42 F

xxxiv. My name is Bo

first to go high, and also relax a few days time with a good Qian, physical discomfort, Qian insisted on going, we only went to the Qingcheng Mountain, which is my first tour of Sichuan, summer is still very good, Qian very happy, right? I do not want to upset her. Send her away, I saw her crying, I help her wipe the tears, I will not comfort people, childhood is. Back to school information issued to Xiao. I did not tell her, just ask her not to catch up with spiritual development, would have wanted to leave a few days down the course, please Bubu, thought to be roommates got me to do shopping, scouring a few dozen mouth dish back. A akon, an Eminem, but also a few blues. Now very few listen to quiet music, radio planning is R & B music program, in fact, also depends on mood songs, no matter what kind of mood, fast-paced songs to hear the total will be good. Fast forward to summer, the dawn come back some night. That day I went to the station to meet her, she becomes more mature, and start wearing high heels, she hugged me, said: home, even if I miss, but also silence, perhaps wait until we have the ability to make each other happy day, not late, my driving, Xiao has been staring at me, and I help her luggage and home Xiao Shushu in the living room watching TV, playing a polite hello, Xiao pulled me into her room, from the bag and pulled out a box of fine, to my home open. I smiled. She was always happy to buy me something heartfelt, no matter when. I opened, was Elizabeth Arden's Fifth Avenue. Xiao sent a message: I know that Xiao Xiao Shushu because of the relationship between capacity and is now the paid internship, very good, graduation signed directly. From his mother is not, knows that I cook it, let me to experience honed her cooking, I readily accepted, then down the stairs with her groceries. My favorite, is that with her water and soil. Water and soil and your favorite people, really happy, buy her favorite food, they like to eat, with that homely, I suddenly wanted to grow up, have the ability to have their own car and house, give no promise of love, happiness, meaning not much of a paper promise, happiness is reality. Xiao-opened after the busy home, and I help her chopping vegetables, dinner time taste, very good.

xxxv.

dawn a few days back to get ready for the Anhui Province. When a person shopping, she ran the Shan, Shan is my friend, but really good little contact points when sophomore in a class, as separate and Qian, Shan is my first class in the new close friends , and occasionally heart to heart, feeling light can no longer short, but I still say she is my friend, sorry I embarrassed when she has been with me. We do not say that in the past, saying only that the immediate, even if no contact after college. My high school in another city, met her here, and some accidents. Now Shan and mature a lot. Alexandra is very happy to meet me, to find a home coffee sit down, Alexandra told me that she did not go to school, now at work, Susan has been very independent, like me, even more independent than I am. I asked her life, she told me wage rich, happy life, she is very happy with their. Lotte's always good at communication, the face of community fear. We talked for a long time, and departure time switching the phone, she gave me her business card, the assistant manager. This age, it is synchronized. Shan away, I saw a man not far away waiting for her silver BMW, the world's infinite happiness of my friends have.

xxxvi.

Lunge Ge have graduated, to find a home translation of foreign make, immediately began to work, he came back with a lot of information to see me, invited me to dinner, we went to that I used to go home Xiao snack bar, I want copies of dumplings, eat the skin, I also thought of dawn, I suddenly found that I can in fact many things are in the nostalgia. He suddenly pulled me. . .